Blow the last candle out, let the wax harden, I wish I could stop crying and I wish that someone still loved me
Just breathe and focus, how can I when the air is so cold and empty, that my lungs froze right in my chest
I'll be honest the silver linings are getting harder and harder to manufacture and the smiles are so difficult to fake
The time is now and the day is here
What do I have to do, or who do I have to kill, to get what I want, what I need
Happiness is an emotion I was born to this world without,
nothing pleases me, I can never be satiated
Thru this toil I will breed my own distress and destroy my best hopes fuck up the only things that I love, I watched my dreams die ....
I watched my aspirations crach into the ground, on the backs of the angels that I've slain but I meant so well, I tried so hard, gave every bit of my soul, to what end
Desolation, desire, exhale, pass away...